I Had A Dream . . .

               Last night I had a dream in which I had three dreams in succession, each of which was an instructive experience of how I create all the events of my life.  I was in a place with a lot of people, semi-public, like the waiting area to get on a plane, but cozier, more homey.  I remember particularly the third one, which left me flabbergasted.  I came out of the "dream", which was more like a state of altered consciousness than a sleep dream, and made my way to a seat at one end of the room.  I sat there, eyes open, slumped forward slightly with my mouth literally hanging open, stunned with the power of what I had just experienced.  For a few moments I remembered what it was, but then even in the dream I think I had already forgotten what the experience had been, and was left only with the effect of it.

  It was clear to me that I was being shown something:  the mechanism of how self creation of the events in one's life works.  It was dead simple, it was inarguable, and it was easy, and the fact that I couldn't remember it even while I was still in the dream indicates how completely alien it was to ordinary human consciousness.

There was a feeling of deep peace that went along with it.  Because once you know, or rather once you experience that nobody's doing anything to you through the events of your life, once you know that it's all you talking to yourself, there's no way to be afraid of anything.

There was a sense of dropping down, of getting below what is normally the floor of human experience, into where things really happen, or where they come from.  The mechanism was explained to me, or shown to me, but as I say, as soon as I had popped out of that state, or almost as soon, it was gone again.

Each of the three dreams was of a specific event, showing, or experiencing, precisely how I had created it or would create it if it had actually happened.  There was no sense that these were events that were important in my life, or would be important, or even that they had ever actually happened or ever would happen.  It was purely instructional, only about the mechanism by which events happen.

It occurs to me that this is the state of Command in the Heart that June's Guide's were talking about yesterday.  And this is really the natural human state.  We are born to be Gods on Earth, but because of the way we've mostly gotten disconnected we brutalize our babies and children so they get shocked out of what is designed to be the normal human state.  And of course this is all by Plan, there's nothing wrong.  I always like to say that the only philosophical question worth asking is, "Why does anything exist?"  And my favorite answer to that is, "God was bored."